Wednesday, April 2, 2014

W A N D E R L U S T- Prologue: 3 Years Earlier

I know I said this would be posted yesterday and I am SO incredibly sorry. Between school and planning out the ticket giveaway I'm doing it all just slipped my mind. The first chapters will probably take a bit to get up, but by the end of the month once school is over for me I should(hopefully) be updating fairly regularly.



“What if they say no?” the younger of the two girls asked, worry laced in the 14 year old’s voice.

“We have a really good argument and your slideshow, there’s no way they can say no,” A 15 year old brunette with piercing green eyes assured her friend. Camila and Lauren had been up in Camila’s room for the better part of an hour, gathering up what they needed to make their proposal to their parents in hopes they’d get a yes from all four adults. The two girls had known each other for nearly 10 years so they knew how to work together well, something they hoped would come in handy while making their presentation.

“Ready?” Lauren asked, grabbing her laptop while Camila grabbed her flashcards, putting them in their correct order.

“Ready,” The younger girl confirmed. The girls made their way downstairs where Camila’s mothers and Lauren’s mother and father were sitting in the living room talking amongst themselves.

“Guys?” Lauren was the first to speak up and catch the adult’s attention.

“We have something we’d like to talk to you about.”
Lauren and Camila didn’t give the adults much time to respond as Camila quickly logged on to her 
and pulled up the powerpoint presentation she and Lauren had spent over an hour working on. The  opening photo read

WANDERLUST: An irresistible desire to travel to understand one’s very existence.

“As you know, I’m starting high school in 3 weeks and with how fast time has gone by lately before you know it I’ll be walking across the stage getting my diploma,” Lauren began.

“And I know there’s still 3 years to wait but I would like to make a request for my graduation present now.”

“And what is that?” Clara, Lauren’s mother asked.

“A trip to London, England and San Juan, Puerto Rico. A trip for me and Camila the summer before I start my Senior year,” Lauren replied.

“Honey, that’s a BIG present.” Lauren’s father, Mike said.

“We know, we did the research,” Camila finally piped up, switching to the next slide with all of their financial research.

“We looked up flights, hotel fares, food other spending money and anything else involved and came up with a grand total of just under $13,000 for the entire trip,” Camila said.

“And Lauren and I think that we will be able to afford the trip by the end of Lauren’s junior year if you guys would be willing to split it 4 ways: Lauren, Me, and the two sets of parents.”

“And how do you guys plan to raise your half of the money? You girls aren’t old enough yet to get proper jobs yet,” Selena, one of Camila’s mothers said.

“We know. That’s why we’ll stick to babysitting until we’re old enough to apply for jobs and put every penny of that away. And even then we’ll still do babysitting and other stuff to make money on our days off,” Lauren replied.  

“I know you guys probably think we’re planning this too far ahead and by next week we’ll forget all about it but we figure the sooner we start saving up our money the more likely we’ll get the money we need.” Camila added.

“Can you girls give us a minute to talk it over?” Camila’s mother Demi asked and the girls didn’t need to be told twice as they left the laptop and flashcards for the parents to look over and scurried into the kitchen.

“I think we did alright,” Lauren beamed, confident they had a fairly decent argument between their presentation and what was on the powerpoint they had made.

“That trip is totally ours.”

“You think?” Camila asked.

“Of course. We did the research, explained how we’d get the money and showed them we looked into everything. We’ve got this in the bag,” Lauren replied.

“Girls, can you come here, please?” Demi called out almost 10 minutes later and after crossing their fingers the girls headed back into the living room.

“First off I’d like to say how impressed we all are with how much you girls have looked into this,” Demi complimented.

“And we’re all very happy you’re so willing to raise your portion of the money on your own instead of asking us to pay for the trip completely.” Mike added.

Money was not much of a concern in either the Lovato or Jauregui households. Demi was still a very successful singer and actress (though she mostly stuck to singing now and only did a bit of acting here and there) and Selena was also still very much into acting and had just finished a movie only a few weeks earlier. As for Lauren’s parents Mike was one of the most sought after lawyers in LA and Clara was a Neonatologist at The Children’s Hospital of Los Angeles.

“And if this is something you truly TRULY want...” Selena continued.

“WE CAN GO?!” Camila squealed.


“You can go,” Clara replied and after giving their parents a hug and saying thank you so many times they lost count, they grabbed the laptop and flashcards and headed back up to Camila’s bedroom, now wanting the next three years to go by incredibly fast.

Sunday, March 23, 2014

The Itty Bitty Banana-A Camren Drabble

“Camz, you didn’t!” Lauren groaned looking at her 3 week old daughter, Alexis, lying on the couch completely oblivious to the outfit her mother had just put her in.

“Come on, Lolo, you have to admit she looks adorable.” Camila said, a triumphant grin on her face.

“She does but did you really have to dress her up in that?” Lauren asked, picking Alexis up from her blanket on the couch.

“Yes! Dinah bought it for her and I wanted to see her in it at least once,” Camila argued.

“Your Mami is crazy, baby girl,” Lauren said, giving her daughter a kiss on her cheek.

“Can you at least put her back down for just a second before you take it off her, I was gonna take a picture and send it to Dinah,” Camila said.

“Fine, one picture  then you’re taking it off her, poor thing is probably over-heating,” Lauren said putting Alexis back on the blanket allowing Camila to take the picture on her phone.

“Okay, now I’m done,” Camila said and without another word Lauren scooped up Alexis and started unzipping the costume.

“I can’t believe you dressed up our daughter like a freaking banana,” Lauren said, pulling Alexis’s chubby little arm out of sleeve, the 3 week old whimpering a bit.

“But she makes such a cute banana!” Camila exclaimed as Lauren headed upstairs with Alexis to her nursery to get her a different outfit and to put that damn banana costume away. Meanwhile as Camila waited for her girls to come back she opened a message to Dinah and sent her a text.

To: CheeChee

 Lexy says “thanks Aunty Dinah for my cool costume! My momma doesn’t like it very much but Mami and I love it!” 


Wednesday, March 19, 2014

I Loved Her First

 “And now, one of the mothers of the bride would like to say a few words.” Taylor, the chosen Emcee for the evening announced as Demi stood behind her, an acoustic guitar clutched in her hands. Everyone clapped as Taylor stepped aside and let Demi step up to the mic, her nerves and emotions hitting overdrive as she locked eyes with her baby girl, Camila, who was sitting at the head table in the most gorgeous white dress imaginable with her bridesmaids and now-wife Lauren. It was a sight that Demi never thought she’d see so soon, and to be honest it hadn’t even truly hit her until that moment that her baby girl wasn’t her baby girl anymore. She was Lauren’s now and that thought alone made a huge lump form in Demi’s throat.
“Okay, I’m going to try my best to get through this without crying so I’m sorry in advance if that doesn’t work out.” Demi began, the sound of laughter coming from the audience.
“First of all, welcome to the family Lauren. You know Selena, Emory, Dylan and I love you to pieces and we couldn’t be happier that you’re now officially part of the family.” Demi smiled wide at her new daughter-in-law who couldn’t help but smile in return.
“Just make sure ‘mila doesn’t give you too much of a hard time, if she does feel free to send her back to us.” More laughter erupted from the audience.
“Camila, baby girl I’m just so happy for you. You’ve grown up into such a beautiful, talented, amazing young woman who’s had a good head on your shoulders and always fought for anything you’ve ever believed in. Even though you and Lauren are starting this new chapter of your lives together you’ll still be our little princess who decided using mommy’s eyeliner to draw kitties and unicorns on the wall was a good idea when she was 3.” Demi laughed with everyone as the lump in her throat seemed to grow bigger.
“I, um….there’s more I want to say but I figure like usual the best way for me to express myself is through music so before I lose it, here’s to the lovely brides.” Demi smiled to the two girls as she took her seat on a stool Taylor had put beside her while she was giving her speech.
Look at the two of you dancing that way
Lost in the moment and each others face
So much in love your alone in this place
Like there’s nobody else in the world
I was enough for her not long ago
I was her number one
She told me so
And she still means the world to me
Just so you know
So be careful when you hold my girl
Time changes everything
Life must go on
And I’m not gonna stand in your way

But I loved her first and I held her first
And a place in my heart will always be hers
From the first breath she breathed
When she first smiled at me
I knew the love of a Mother runs deep
“1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10.” Dr. Kennedy counted and as Demi let her head fall back to the pillow yet again a loud cry filled the room.
“It’s a girl!” Dr. Kennedy announced as he suctioned the newborns mouth and both Demi and Selena had tears in their eyes as Selena cut the umbilical cord and the baby was whisked off to be checked over.
“You did amazing baby.” Selena said through tears as she gave Demi a kiss.
“Where is she?” Demi asked, just barely getting the words out she was so drained.
“They’re just checking her over, don’t worry.” Selena assured her and about 5 minutes later their baby girl was brought over to them.
“7 pounds, 4 and a half ounces, 19 inches long and perfectly healthy. Congratulations mommies.” Dr. Kennedy smiled as he handed the newborn over to Demi. She was perfection; no other word described her more than that. From her thick head of hair to her little toes there was not a single flaw that could be seen on the newborn. 
"Hey baby girl," Demi cooed, the newborn just barely looking up at her with half opened eyes.
"We still haven’t decided a name," Selena reminded Demi.
"How about Camila?" Demi suggested.
"Why Camila?" Selena asked.
"Because it means perfect, and that’s exactly what she is," Demi replied. There was no other words said between the two, she was a Camila. 

And I prayed that she’d find you someday
But it still hard to give her away
I loved her first

How could that beautiful women with you
Be the same freckle face kid that I knew?
The one that I read all those fairy tales to
And tucked into bed all those nights?
“Momma can we wead dis one?” a 3 year old Camila asked her mother, holding up her copy of Cinderella with the biggest puppy dog eyes she could pull off.
“Okay, let’s get tucked into bed first,” Demi replied and no other words were needed as Camila ran up to her room and jumped into her bed, grabbing her favourite stuffed dragon, Dani, as she crawled under her covers and cuddled close into Demi.
“Okay…once upon a time in a land far away, lived a beautiful young girl and her widowed father…”
Demi read her daughter her most favourite story until all she heard were light snores coming from the 3 year old who now had Dani tucked under her arms and her thump propped in her mouth, sucking on it as she lay there sound asleep.
“Night, Princess,” Demi said, sliding out of the bed and giving her daughter a kiss on her forehead before turning on Camila’s puppy nightlight and heading downstairs.

And I knew the first time I saw you with her
It was only a matter of time
“LoLo, stoooop!” Demi heard her 16 year old daughters giggling voice coming from outside. Doing her best to be discreet Demi got up from her spot on the couch and peeked through the slits on the blinds, making sure no one could see her. She couldn’t see all that well but she did manage to see her daughter and another girl now on the front lawn, the girl now having pinned Camila to the ground and ticking her.
“Lo-haha-stoooooop!” Camila shrieked.
The girl, who she soon learned was named Lauren, finally stopped tickling Camila and got up from the ground, but not before giving her a quick kiss and offering to help her up.The look Lauren was giving Camila was one Demi knew all too well. It was the same look she gave Selena at that age, and the look she still gave her now.
 And in that moment, as the girls walked up to the doorstep with their hands laced together, that’s when Demi started to feel it
Her baby girl slipping right out of her fingers

But I loved her first and I held her first
And a place in my heart will always be hers
From the first breath she breathed
When she first smiled at me
I knew the love of a Mother runs deep
And I prayed that she’d find you someday
But it’s still hard to give her away
I loved her first
“Hey, guys,” Selena smiled as Camila and Lauren’s faces appeared on the computer screen. Lauren and Camila were in their 2nd and 3rd year of college now, both living together in New York in a small apartment. Since Selena and Demi were still in LA, Camila promised they’d still have regular skype chats at least once a week. This was one of the few times Lauren had joined in on the chat so Selena was caught a little off guard but nonetheless pleased to see her daughters girlfriend.
“Hey, what’s up?” Camila asked.
“Nothing, your mom’s just putting Emory and Dylan to sleep,” Selena replied, Camila grinning at the mention of her younger brother and sister.
“Okay, well tell her to hurry cause we got something to tell you!” Camila said.
“You’ve got something to what?” Demi asked coming into the computer room and closing the door as to not wake up Emory and Dylan.
“Oh, hey ma!” Camila smiled giving a  small wave to her mom.
“Hey, baby girl. So what were you saying?”
“Okay, so Lauren and I have something to tell you guys,” Camila began.
“And just so you know you’re finding out even before Lauren’s parent’s,”
“Finding out about what?!” Demi asked. Camila finally let go of Lauren’s hand and showed her hand to the camera, revealing a ring on her finger.
“WE’RE ENGAGED!” Camila replied, a noticeable shrill to her voice and a huge grin on Lauren’s face.
“Oh my god! Congratulations!” Selena exclaimed, tears coming to her and Demi’s eyes. Demi was rendered speechless, but a large smile still came onto her face.
“I’m so happy for you guys,” Demi finally spoke up with an obvious catch in her throat trying to keep the tears in.
Her little girl really wasn’t her little girl anymore.


From the first breath she breathed
When she first smiled at me
I knew the love of a Mother runs deep
Someday you might know what I’m going through
When a miracle smiles up at you
I loved her first
Tears glistened in Demi’s eyes as well as Camila’s the second Demi struck the last chord on her guitar, all of the guests immediately breaking into applause as Camila ran up and hugged her mother.
“I love you,” Camila said, just barely getting the words out without her voice cracking.
“I love you too, baby girl,” Demi said, giving Camila a kiss on her temple. As Camila wiped her tears after breaking the hug with her mom, Lauren came over and gave Demi a hug as well.
“Take good care of her,” Demi said, wrapping Lauren in a tight hug.
“I promise I will,” Lauren replied.

And 2 years later, Lauren held her and Camila’s baby girl for the very first time, finally realizing just what Demi was talking about